one whole year went by since that day i found that mami video.
hate to say it but madoka kind of saved my life. my life went downhill a bit. my ex broke up with me, hard times at work(btw, i’m typing this at work. i work during the night lol), left all my so called friends, family problems, and been told i might not be able to give any future wife/gf a kid.
so, sleepless night and not eating. i was about to end it when i across the mami music video and wanted to learn more and watched the whole the series in one day.
madoka pretty much gave me hope again and i kept going in life. things are still not okay but not as bad unlike a few months ago.
do i regret want i did to my ex? yes.
do i regret leaving my friends? nope. not after 1 spoke shit at me and the next day wrote it off as nothing. or how the other ones said they was always looking at my blog during my time of need and said they never notice anything wrong with me. bs lie.
this also started the path of me leaving the shitty brony fandom as well.
but least i found a form of god.
ps: still dead account. just needed link to the pic up top. just felt like posting this here as well